cameochristine x3

2007-03-02T11:57:00.000-08:00

I know what it’s like to love someone with all your heart, what a boys touch can do to a girl. I know all those warm unexplainable feeling that rush through your body when he’s near, when he says your name, the sound of his voice or the mention of his name is enough to make you high. I know what it’s like to
c o n s t a n t l y be thinking and dreaming of a boy, wanting to be with him all the time. I know what love is, and it’s funny that at that moment when everything seemed so perfect, like nothing could be more wonderful. His arms wrapped around my waist, his scent, his hands in mine, that steady beat of his heart. The promise that this wasn’t one of those things that would end in a couple months. It was one of those moments when everything’s so perfect that you know there will never be a moment like it again. In that moment, every doubt I had perished, all my worries faded, I was sure things would work, after all, I loved him and he said he loved me. But that was the last moment. No more "I love you", more promises, no more meeting in our dreams, he’ll never run his fingers through my hair, touch my face or hold me in his arms. I don’t hear his voice calling my name. We act as if we never knew each other, let alone "loved". Sometimes I think he must hate me now. I’m just another girl. But despite everything, all the stupid mistakes we made.
I still love him.

i'll stop loving you

2007-02-23T15:49:00.000-08:00

i'll stop loving you, when diamonds never sparkle
and leaves cease to grow, when thunder doesn't
e c h o and rivers do not flow. when hearts no longer
wonder and hands are never held, when smiles are
only memories and hope is never felt. when trees
no longer blossom and stars refuse to shine, when
autumn has no falling leaves and winter never dies,
when time has no tomorrows and rainbows have
no hue, when God alone commands me to,
then i'll stop loving you.

Masquerade

2006-11-27T08:01:00.000-08:00

Masquerade

I hide behind this mask
Covering all my hurt
With fake smiles and lies
I hide behind this mask
Deceiving those I know
Replacing tears with laughter
I hide behind this mask
When I am near you
Hiding the truth
How you really make me feel
I hide behind this mask
So no one knows I'm broken
No one sees the tears I cry
I hide behind this mask
Pretending you don't matter
Explaining that I don't care
But the girl behind the mask
Can't take it anymore
Underneath the mask
She is broken and lonely
And in a desperate attempt
To ease this pain
She ends the masquerade

by cameo christine

my bestest friend

2006-09-20T09:58:00.000-07:00

best adjective
1.of the highest quality, excellence, or standing: the best work; the best students.
2.most advantageous, suitable, or desirable: the best way.

friend noun
1.a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2.a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3.a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?

best friend
n : the one friend who is closest to you

Sorrows

2006-09-19T13:34:00.000-07:00

Sorrows
Cameo Christine

As you wondered in the backyard
You searched for the perfect spot
With a tear stained face
You use your hands as a shovel
You removed the fresh dirt
Where you buried all your sorrows
Placed them beneath the earth

With your hands you smothered dirt
Covering the sadness you once knew
The many tears you've cried
The unbearable hurt you've felt
As they vanish, burdens lifted from your heart
The pain in your eyes is lost

Leaving footprints on the grave
You walk through the picket gate
And as it swings behind you
That chapter of your life has ended
Now you are broken but wiser and stronger
And you think of the way your world once was
Of the pain and the person you're leaving behind
You swear on everything you believe
That you wont let it happen again.

Never Have to Doubt Again

2006-08-31T12:11:00.000-07:00

Never Have to Doubt Again
cameo christine

The night hid the girls small form
Consealing her figure in the darkness
Stars glowed down in the empty world
Heaven showered the earth with rain
Raindrops lined her porceline face

What beauty she now found in life
Some change had overtaken her
This new feeling of completness and undying love
She smiled and made the stars look dim
and her sparkling eyes lightened up the night

For so long she'd denied it afriad of being hurt
So many times had she given her heart away
And time after time it had been broken
She'd been left abandoned and abused
Untreasured and worthless

But he was different
There was something about him
Something she knew she could trust
And though she didn't want to admit it
She'd fallen for him fast

So standing there in an open field
Rain dripped off her flattened curls
Her heart overflowing with a passion
that she'd never known before
It was then she knew she'd never have to doubt again

House

2006-04-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

Prom

2006-04-26T19:14:00.000-07:00

On Friday the 21st I went to a homeschool prom with my friend Aleigh... I have to say it was an interesting experience. The fun was all in getting ready, finding my dress, doing my nails, putting make-up on, doing my hair all fancy.. but then we got to the prom, and I began to regret it.

My eyes scanned the room, searching for familiar faces, finding none... We sat down and anxiously waited for our dinner (I was very hungry considering I hadn't eaten since 12pm). They served us some salad around 7:30 it wasn't too bad, if you ignored the brown around the edges... our dinner was served around 8' o clock, I got London Broil... it was alright. But afterward my stomach hurt. So I texted Aleigh's parents to see if they could pick us up around 10, I was going to spend the night at her house, we thought we would have more fun watching a movie or something. They told us they'd come by around 10-10:30... I didn't feel like dancing, I didn't recognize any of the music, it sounded like something from a time machine. I went out into the lobby where a girl was playing a piano (and if you know me, you know I would much rather instrumental music). I called my mom told her about all the fun I was having, and told her that Aleigh's parents would come and get us soon.. I then found a couch, settled down, dialed Marissa's number and spent the rest of the night talking to my best friend... it was a little after 11' o clock when the cell phone died. I searched for Aleigh, wondering where her parents were.. they came and got us around 11:45 took us home to Aleigh's and then my mom picked me up..

So that's how prom went... nothing overwhelmingly exciting, I doubt I'll be remembered as the girl sitting in the lobby on the cell phone...

The Wood Dance

2006-04-10T09:37:00.000-07:00

The Wood Dance
By Cameo Christine

I gazed up at the canopy of trees. Wind violently hit my face. A tear dared to journay down my cold cheek. I tried to resist, but then freed the captive tears and gave into the fear. I was tired and lost. After wondering around for so long I couldn't remember anything but this strange wood. remaining light glowed through the leaves before being swallowed by the night. My heart beat wildly. Then I noticed a faint light escaping the dark. I glanced into the dark to find the stars danicing across the sky. A noise beside me attracted my attention, what I saw cause me to doubt my sanity. The trees had taken the form of man and were dancing. The wood seemed to transform into a grand ballroom and the trees, were great kings and queens. The stars were the lights that guided their steps across the brilliant dance floor, and the wind was an orchestra, playing a tune that was beautiful, yet melancholy. It made me want to smile and cry at the same time. The fear that had built up inside of my heart seemed to vanish and the ocean of tears dried up.

Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity

2006-04-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity:

1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point A Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.

2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with That.

4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In".

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone Has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch To Espresso.

6. Finish all Your Sentences With "In Accordance With The Prophecy."

7. Don't use any punctuation

8. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

9. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."

10. Sing Along At The Opera.

11. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme

12. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play Tropical Sounds All Day.

13. When The Money Comes Out of The ATM, Scream "I Won!, I Won!"

14. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking Lot, Yelling "Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!"

15. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go."

Yeah, I do these weekly... so I don't go crazy